Does it happen that when someone genuinely tries to say uv been good and deserve the best...it chokes and tears flow out insanely ? like as u read this right now too..
Then is it that u feel a little inferior. deep in there? .
Well maybe one should just not go too out of the way, abnormally to keep people around one happy -and feel the need to be liked- and in a way express the love that is supressed in there waiting to gush out ..ELSE understand that it isnt easy for another to love you as much ? i mean it'd be stupid to even expect it out of them..so eventually u do feel let down sumtimes, hmm?.
Also sumwhere down there,,when ones good (trying his best to be) one begins to expect reciprocation or appreciation but not everybody thinks or has time to do those that easily..
So once a while when someone notices that goodness in one- onee eyes brim with tears and is also maybe feeling encouraged -once a while by one in a hundred!
And especially when God bestows the best upon you, you might as well feel overwhelmed ...because until then u wondered somewhere that if im so good whys it that i didnt get things i really wished and yearned for with all my heart ever? Maybe you just had a big misunderstanding about the whole concept of "good things for you"..is it not.LOOK BACK after ages and time will surely prove this right!And btw one more thing love just that way...with all ur heart love everyone i mean, DONT EVER FEEL THE NEED TO GIVE UP..with those many 21st century men trying to " put some sense into you" by saying your being too great and nice for todays times! because in the end remember thats the way God codes A class human citizens :)JUST DONT BE DISCOURAGED..keep loving and learning :)
